these past few weeks i have really been thinking about the idea that i am not perfect. not in a depressing way but in a libertaing way. i can't expect myself to always be thinking positive, happy things, and i know at some point i will say something i regret. i think i'm finally getting to the point where i can accept that. for so long i would beat myself up and get really upset with my actions/thoughts and be seriously reflective, and depending on the situation i think that is totally imperitive. but right now, i am just thankful for the blessing of God's love. no matter what i do, God still loves me, and He always will.
i feel my responsibility is to always be transparent and share that i am not perfect. i have flaws, and i always will! but instead of trying to constantly fix them myself, i need to leave it to God. He is the only one who can truly change me. i'm not talking about superficial things, i am talking about my character, my soul, my inner being.
my daily existence is for God alone, and even though i forget that sometimes, it is the truth, and it always will be. with out God i could not do anything. nothing. and by all means for the wonderful things God has blessed me with i only have God to thank. not my talent, not the connections i have, but God. for He places me where He desires me to be.
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